Passover feels, this year, haunted. It’s one thing to celebrate freedom when we are full of the joys of freedom. It’s another when there are hostages and fresh memories of Iranian drones and Gazan terror.
There are
many Seder supplements, additional readings and ideas that are filling my
inbox; so many that a Cantorial colleague has collected them here.
I encourage anyone struggling or looking for a way to hold this multi-valent
time well to explore.
At the New
London Communal Sedarim, and at my home Seder, we will take part in the Seder
Seat For A Hostage campaign. More information here https://bod.org.uk/sederseat-sajbd/
In my own
thoughts about freedom and Passover this strange and bitter year, I’ve been
reflecting on a basic truth of all Jewish rituals. It’s something I realised
while staying in a farmhouse several years ago when the cockerel woke me up
with its growing at 4am, despite it being pitch black outside. The cockerel
continued to crow at ten-minute intervals through the pre-dawn and into the
afternoon. The incident that prompted my realisation was the ancient blessing,
instituted to be said every morning, where God is praised for giving the
“cockerel the ability to understand the difference between day and night.” As I
struggled to get back to sleep, and throughout the day, I realised that
cockerels don’t have the slightest clue about the difference between day and
night. I realised also that the ancient Rabbis would have known that and that,
therefore, the blessing that suggested God endowed this annoying animal with a
level of understanding it did not possess was not a statement about the world
as it is, but a statement about the world as they wished it to be.
The same, I
think, goes for every prayerful utterance in our faith, especially the prayers
about peace and triumph of the decent and the punishment of the wicked.
We pray as an act of aspiration, not description.
The Seder
itself came into existence just as the Temple was destroyed, with Roman
oppression and murder all around. We’ve sung of our deliverance from slavery as
we’ve been plunged into exile. We’ve sung of our emergence into freedom during
the darkest of times. This isn’t the first time we’ve had to reach toward a
hope for the world and our place in it, rather than reflect on a bitter
reality. In fact, this state is our norm. In other Passover rituals, we blur how we have always sung of freedom against a backdrop of pain – “This
is the bread of affliction,” we say in this Zman Cheroteinu – Time of our
Liberation.
Freedom and
slavery have always, for us Jews, been closely interwoven. Pain and hope have
always been co-conspirators at Seder. And Od Lo Avda Tikvateinu –I have not yet
lost hope. In fact, it’s the experience of sitting at a Seder table, with family,
friends and strangers alike that most keep that spark of hope alive.
May it be
that way for us all.
And may all
of Israel – and the hostages most especially – come to know true freedom
speedily in our days.
Rabbi
Jeremy
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