I had the privilege of being at a 20-year reunion at JTS today.
Amazing!!
20 years.
It turned out we didn't have enough time to make it through all the various plans we had for a day together and my dear colleague Rabbi Rachel Ain asked me to run a closing something in 3 minutes.
I shared the Sugya, in honour of the person from whom I first learnt it, my then Dean, Rabbi Bill Lebeau, who made a special appearance to celebrate the special day.
This is the first time I used the Sugya in a Sermon, my interview sermon at the Synagogue I now lead, and joined 16 years ago, formerly home of Rabbi Louis Jacobs and the synagogue I grew up at.
Dika Anna
This
is, I think, the sixth time I have had the honour of addressing this community
from this pulpit.
And it
always feels a bit strange.
I still
think of myself sitting over there somewhere, with my father.
I still
think of myself, as a small child, hiding in the velvet curtains and pretending
I had understood the sermon so I could join in the conversation between my
parents as we walked home from shul.
And it
feels particularly strange today.
For me,
To be
applying to become the next Rabbi at Louis’ Shul.
I’m
reminded of a previous American Presidential campaign where Dan Quayle, a man
who couldn’t spell the word ‘tomato,’ tried to pass himself off as an inheritor
of the legacy of JFK.
‘Senator
Quayle,’ responded Lloyd Benson, ‘I knew Jack Kennedy, I worked with Jack
Kennedy. Senator Quayle, you are no Jack Kennedy.’
Other
faith traditions have tales about the glory of having an occasionally errant
child of a community wander away and look to return.
Other
faith traditions have tales of welcoming back the returning child with
extraordinary delight.
But I
don’t think those stories reflect us, you and I, today.
I’ve
spent almost five hours in interviews this past week facing questions and
concerns.
And
there’s been a lot of fear, a lot of anxiety. I am too much this, not enough
that, what about the legacy of Louis?
I want,
today, to explore what I understand by inheriting a fearsome and glorious
spiritual inheritance and what I understand by the command to carry a fearsome
and glorious inheritance forward.
It is a
perfect parasha to explore these ideas.
Ve’eleh
toledot.
And
these are the generations.
This
week’s parasha is the story of Isaac, an inheritor of a fearsome and glorious
spiritual inheritance.
A man
who
dug
again the wells of water, which they had dug in the days of Abraham his father;
and he called their names after the names by which his father had called them.
Ve’eleh
toledot
And
these are the generations
This
week’s parasha is also the story of Isaac the ancestor
A man
who bequeathed a legacy to the generation to come – to
The
unfolding of generations.
From
one to another.
A
story, about the unfolding of generations.
It
comes from Rabbi Jacob’s charming autobiography.
Rabbi
Jacobs has just been appointed to the flagship congregation, the New West End,
and he is, in his own words, indulging in some namedropping.
He’s
telling of all the Lords and Ladies, the dignitaries and captains of industry
and he recalls a moment, just before the first Kol Nidrei service at the
synagogue.
And
he’s standing in the vestry with the Third Lord SoandSo whom he had only
recently met.
These
are Rabbi Jacobs’ words.
Time was pressing and I suggested that we
go into the synagogue for Kol Nidre.
The Lord replied that he did not want to
enter the synagogue for a while and that he would explain why after the
service.
His explanation was that his grandfather,
the first Lord, although a very observant Jew, did not hold with the Kol Nidre
formula and used to wait patiently in the foyer until this part of the service
was over.
His son, the second Lord, less observant
and a little indifferent to the whole question would still wait outside because
his father had done so.
The third Lord explained he personally
didn’t understand what it was all about, but felt obliged to carry on the
family tradition.
I find
it a sad tale.
A tale
of an emptying, a tale about the survival of the husk at the expense of the
kernel.
A
meaningless ritual followed for no particular reason other than the fact that
his father had done is that way.
It’s
the kind of story that makes me fear for the future of our glorious spiritual
inheritance.
It’s a
story that makes me fear, just a little, about this glorious synagogue.
I’m
sure that as Rabbi Jacobs was writing this tale of his Lordship, he had in mind
the famous story that closes Gershon Scholem’s magisterial Major Trends in
Jewish Mysticism, Scholem, of course, was much admired by Rabbi Jacobs who
chaired one of Scholem’s lectures in London.
The
story of their Lordships certainly reminded me of this tale.
When the [founder of Chasidism] the Baal
Shem had a difficult task before him, he would go to a certain place in the
woods, light a fire and meditate in prayer and what he had set out to perform
was done.
When, a generation later [his student] the
Maggid was faced with the same task he would go to the same place in the woods
and say, ‘We can no longer light the fire, but we can still speak the prayer –
and what he wanted done became reality.
Again a generation later Rabbi Moshe Leib
of Sassov had to perform this task. And he too went into the woods and said,
‘We can no longer light a fire, nor do we know the secret meditation belonging
the prayer, but we do know the place in the woods to which it all belongs and
that must be sufficient’ and sufficient it was.
But when another generation had passed and
Rabbi Israel of Rishin was called upon to perform the task, he say down on his
golden chair in his castle and said, ‘We cannot light the fire, we cannot speak
the prayer, we do not know the place, but we can tell the story of how it was
done.’”
Rabbi
It’s
very easy to become maudlin at the passing of one generation.
We
mourn those we love.
We
mourn those who lit a beacon for us.
Even if
we think, in theory, that we have ‘got over’ the mourning for a lost loved one,
our losses prey upon us,
Most
particularly when we face the all too concrete question of moving on - opening
our homes and our heart to someone else – that’s when our losses can haunt us
most fiercely.
And in
the face of this ferocity it is all too possible to cast any potential next
partner as a fraud, as a failure, as not really ‘my type.’
It’s
all too possible to subject any incomer to a test that will break anyone.
I’m
sure we have all done it.
And
it’s a good thing to be scared about, if you are in the business of vele
toledot.
And I
am scared.
I was
thinking about this, particularly last week, in the context of Eliezer’s
attempt to find a partner for his master’s son Isaac.
I
couldn’t help but read this story from the perspective of a Rabbinical Search
process.
Abraham
sets out the brief;
no-one
from the daughters of
And off
Eliezer goes, loaded up with trinkets and baubles to attract some bright young
thing for Isaac.
I
wonder how Eliezer felt on the return journey, coming back with this stranger,
someone to lead into the future. Leading a search committee is a daunting task,
A lot
of nerves and a good slice of fear.
I
wonder how Rebecca would have felt, shifting a little uncomfortably on her
camel at the prospect of spending the rest of her life with a man she had never
met.
I
wonder how Isaac would have felt, at the prospect of some new woman in his
life.
Actually
while we know nothing about Eliezer and virtually nothing about Rebecca’s
feelings, we do know about Isaac – the suitor.
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And
Isaac brought Rebecca to the tent of Sarah his mother
And he
took Rebecca and she was for him a wife
And he
loved her
And he
was comforted after the death of his mother.
We know
it works.
Oddly
there is virtually no Rabbinic commentary on this verse.
There’s
a charming Midrash[1]
that tells us that once Rebecca was installed as Isaac’s wife a cooling wind –
a ruach, a spirit, that had been lacking since Sarah passed away –
returned.
We know
it worked, but we don’t know how.
There
are no stories about Isaac and Rebecca going on dates in the foyers of the
No
clues as to what I could do, now, to help find a way to have you accept me as
the next Rabbi of this special community.
The
verse is so stark in its simplicity –
He took
her as a wife, and then he loved and then he was comforted.
Maybe
there is wisdom in the order of the verbs.
You
have to commit before you can love.
You
have to love before you can be comforted.
Courting
seems so much more complex these days.
But I’m
not sure it is possible to feel comforted until you fall in love again,
And I’m
not sure it is possible to fall in love without commitment.
It’s
easy to feel maudlin at the passing of a generation.
This is
the very last Mishnah in Tractate Sotah. It is describing the end of a
generation some 1800 years ago.
When Rebbi Meir passed away, there were no
more great tellers of tales.
When Ben Azzai passed away, there were no
more keen scholars.
When Ben Zoma passed away, there were no
more great sermons.
When Rabbi Akiva passed away, there was no
more honour for the Torah.
It goes on.
When Rebbe died, there was no more humility
and there was no more fear of sin.
It’s a
maudlin, almost terminally despairing view of Jewish life.
And
admittedly it was a hard time to believe in a Jewish future.
But we,
Jews, are forbidden from yeush – despair, and by the time of the
completion of the Gemarah this Mishnah has a different ending.
Rabbi Yoseph turned to the teacher of the
text and he told him,
Don’t include the piece about there being
no more humility – d’ika ana.
For here I am.
Rabbi Nahman turned to the teacher of the
text and he told him,
Don’t include the piece about there being
no more fear of sin – d’ika ana.
Here I am.[2]
Who did
these fools think they were?
Rabbi
Yoseph, I knew Jack Kennedy, I worked with Jack Kennedy...
Actually
I suspect they knew exactly what they were doing.
I love
the idea that Rabbi Yoseph waits, while this whole litany of what is no more
unfolds, until someone says there is no more humility. And this is the point he
challenges – what holy chutzpah does that take!
The
Mishnah can’t be allowed to stand because it’s too maudlin, and we are
forbidden to despair.
I love
the idea that the only possible response to what has passed, as one generation
unfolds into another, is to say
Ika
ana
Here I
am.
And so,
Ika
ana
Here I
am.
And I
don’t know how to light the fire, I don’t know the words of the Baal Shem’s
magical prayer, I don’t know where to go in the forest.
But I
do know the story.
I know
Scholem’s story, the story as it appears in Major Trends.
I know
a whole bunch of Talmud and philosophy and theology and all that good stuff.
And I
know the story of this place, of New London Synagogue.
But
more important even than all that, I know something else that the Baal Shem and
the Maggid and the rest of them knew.
I know
that there is something that needs to be done.
A task
which summons our attention and our best efforts.
And
what is that task?
The
same as it has always been.
We live
in a world where the unfettered call of materialism spreads misery and
threatens to rip the soul out of human beings, turning us into productive
units, overpaid hamsters spinning our way round and round and not really
getting anywhere.
We live
in a world where religious idolatry – fundamentalism – has succeeded in
destroying the World Trade Centres and threatens so much more horror.
Ve’ele
toldot some
things change and some just stay the same.
We are
still the inheritors of Avraham avinu who broke the false idols
of faux religious piety and struck out on a journey towards a life with
decency, integrity and kindness.
The
task is still not done.
The
story is not at an end.
D’ika
anna
I know
this story.
I know
its past and I think I know its future.
A
future I want to share with you all.
If you
will do me that honour.
Shabbat
shalom,
[2] Sotah 49b